[Mondo shakes his head and he's going to say no, he doesn't need to discuss it, but what he says is a whole different story.]

I spoke to Fujisaki the other day. I was so fucking tempted to ask her if I really did kill her, but I couldn't do it. If that hasn't happened to her yet, I don't want to scare her off, y'know? I really like her, she's a good friend. I'd hate to lose that. Not that I really have a fucking choice; shouldn't I cut off all ties with her 'cause of what happened? I shouldn't cause her any more pain or suffering, y'know? This whole fucking thing is so confusing and I hate not knowing what to do. I just... I can't believe it! I don't know how the fuck it happened, but I think I've got a pretty good idea. Fujisaki said she asked me to train with her. That would've given me the perfect opportunity to... to...!

[He leans forward then, moving to put his head in his hands. He can't bring himself to say it. Mondo's not aware of how badly he's shaking or just how loud he's gotten; even Pierce is looking around to make sure no one else is listening in.]

Shit, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be burdening you with this crap.