...And it's hard to not know for sure if that really happened, right? I had to verify with someone that I hadn't killed any of my classmates after a certain point; it's not the same thing, but it's hard to deal with not really knowing.

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I don't think you're a bad person - maybe you'll just call me naive again, but I think there's a difference between being a terrible person and being someone who's done terrible things.