Well... well yeah, but I do something wrong in, fuck, less than twelve hours! If I return home, it's all fucking over. I don't know what to do, kyoudai. I'm...

[so fucking scared but he can't admit that. His pride won't allow him to admit that.]

Sorry. You're right; I haven't done anything yet. There's no sense beating myself up about it right now. We've just gotta focus on doing what we can for everyone here.