ardent: (I'm sorry that you never made it)
Kiyotaka Ishimaru (石丸 清多夏) ([personal profile] ardent) wrote2013-11-05 07:43 pm

009. Anonymous Text/Action for Goldenrod City

[ANONYMOUS TEXT]

[The anon text on the network tonight is simple and to-the-point, hitting at about eleven at night; it seems that somebody isn't sleeping easily.]

Is there a way to stop hating someone?

If not, is there at least a way to stop being so angry about it all the time?





[ACTION]

[While he's not straying too far from the house he and his classmates have more or less taken over (with the assistance of a ridiculous amount of Eevees), Ishimaru can be found wandering around outside tonight; he's staying close to the breeding center and the like, but he's definitely seeming more restless than usual, his actions aimless. He's been having difficulty sleeping for almost a week now; it probably shows in his mannerisms and his speech - everything has been seeming less enthusiastic than usual - but he's been trying to keep up appearances, if nothing else.

At least he's not alone for the time being; he's got Eeveemaru with him - one of the members of the great furball legion from the house, all decked out in what looks like a little replica of Ishimaru's coat and armband (because if Togami thinks he's getting any aspect of this back - Eevee or outfit - he's got another thought coming to him, apparently). The thing is just kind of chilling on his shoulders for now, seeming a bit bewildered at being outside at a reasonably late hour but not too bothered otherwise; once in a while it bats at something not visible to anyone but there nonetheless - seems he's got Aiko with him as well, though the Misdreavus isn't visible for now.

It's late, and he's tired, but at least the night is nice, if a bit overcast. Maybe it'll rain soon, who knows. He just doesn't feel like being inside.]
imthe_shit: (it was never about winning or losing.)

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[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Depends why you're angry at them. What level of pain did they cause you, do they deserve to be hated.

Sometimes learning these things won't change the emotion you feel toward them, whether or not they deserve it. It's up to you to decide if you want to stop hating them, and force yourself to go through with it.
imthe_shit: (father and son.)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
You were told they deserve it? You didn't come to the decision yourself?

There's your first clue. But if you don't want to forgive them, then don't bother dwelling on it.
imthe_shit: (if i choose death first?)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
If you've never hated anyone, then you need to find out for yourself if this person deserves to be hated in your eyes.
imthe_shit: (moum)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
I get what you mean, but sometimes, you need to decide for yourself if they deserve to be forgiven.
Edited 2013-11-06 01:56 (UTC)
imthe_shit: (wish i could understand)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Then you have to deal with it yourself. Make your own decision on what to do. You can't go through life relying on others for their opinions. You have to do this yourself.
imthe_shit: (bandaged.)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
No one knows you better than yourself. Remember that.
imthe_shit: (codec)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
I know what you mean. But you won't know yourself unless you learn to do things for yourself.
imthe_shit: (moum)

SNAKE FEELS YOU, MAN

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Don't apologize to me. You're the one wanting to know what you should do.

In the end, it just depends on you. But I think I understand where you're coming from.
imthe_shit: (what are you talking about?)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
That explains why you're anonymous. It's a good idea, but it doesn't last.
imthe_shit: (codec)

[personal profile] imthe_shit 2013-11-06 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Well, that's all I've got for you. Good luck.