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- !ic,
- **anonymous,
- *action,
- *text,
- @envy,
- @ilyasviel von einzbern,
- @itachi uchiha,
- @kanaya maryam,
- @keiko yukimura,
- @leon kuwata,
- @makoto naegi,
- @mondo oowada,
- @parker,
- @phi,
- @ren jinguji,
- @rin matsuoka,
- @sasuke uchiha,
- @snake (black butler),
- @walter,
- @winry rockbell,
- @yukio okumura,
- also aiko,
- also eeveemaru,
- despaaaaair,
- flawless social skills,
- group survey time,
- honey do you talk to humans,
- honor student failed feelings 101,
- oh honey no,
- this sort of shit's always a good sign,
- you tried
009. Anonymous Text/Action for Goldenrod City
[ANONYMOUS TEXT]
[The anon text on the network tonight is simple and to-the-point, hitting at about eleven at night; it seems that somebody isn't sleeping easily.]
Is there a way to stop hating someone?
If not, is there at least a way to stop being so angry about it all the time?
[ACTION]
[While he's not straying too far from the house he and his classmates have more or less taken over (with the assistance of a ridiculous amount of Eevees), Ishimaru can be found wandering around outside tonight; he's staying close to the breeding center and the like, but he's definitely seeming more restless than usual, his actions aimless. He's been having difficulty sleeping for almost a week now; it probably shows in his mannerisms and his speech - everything has been seeming less enthusiastic than usual - but he's been trying to keep up appearances, if nothing else.
At least he's not alone for the time being; he's got Eeveemaru with him - one of the members of the great furball legion from the house, all decked out in what looks like a little replica of Ishimaru's coat and armband (because if Togami thinks he's getting any aspect of this back - Eevee or outfit - he's got another thought coming to him, apparently). The thing is just kind of chilling on his shoulders for now, seeming a bit bewildered at being outside at a reasonably late hour but not too bothered otherwise; once in a while it bats at something not visible to anyone but there nonetheless - seems he's got Aiko with him as well, though the Misdreavus isn't visible for now.
It's late, and he's tired, but at least the night is nice, if a bit overcast. Maybe it'll rain soon, who knows. He just doesn't feel like being inside.]
[The anon text on the network tonight is simple and to-the-point, hitting at about eleven at night; it seems that somebody isn't sleeping easily.]
Is there a way to stop hating someone?
If not, is there at least a way to stop being so angry about it all the time?
[ACTION]
[While he's not straying too far from the house he and his classmates have more or less taken over (with the assistance of a ridiculous amount of Eevees), Ishimaru can be found wandering around outside tonight; he's staying close to the breeding center and the like, but he's definitely seeming more restless than usual, his actions aimless. He's been having difficulty sleeping for almost a week now; it probably shows in his mannerisms and his speech - everything has been seeming less enthusiastic than usual - but he's been trying to keep up appearances, if nothing else.
At least he's not alone for the time being; he's got Eeveemaru with him - one of the members of the great furball legion from the house, all decked out in what looks like a little replica of Ishimaru's coat and armband (because if Togami thinks he's getting any aspect of this back - Eevee or outfit - he's got another thought coming to him, apparently). The thing is just kind of chilling on his shoulders for now, seeming a bit bewildered at being outside at a reasonably late hour but not too bothered otherwise; once in a while it bats at something not visible to anyone but there nonetheless - seems he's got Aiko with him as well, though the Misdreavus isn't visible for now.
It's late, and he's tired, but at least the night is nice, if a bit overcast. Maybe it'll rain soon, who knows. He just doesn't feel like being inside.]
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[She refrains from adding "assuming that matters to you" because she's pretty darn sure it does from what he's said so far.]
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[...]
From what I'm told, there's something back home that might change that, though. It doesn't end well for anyone; I want to prevent that from happening.
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Or maybe not. I don't know anything about your past, after all.
What do you mean about "not ending well for anyone", by the way?
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People died.
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Actually, it was anger and hate that let me overcome my despair a long time ago.
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I was alone for years. I had nothing. But I remembered something. That there was someone to blame for what I'd lost. That there was someone who deserved to suffer for it.
It was all I had left. So I poured myself into my anger and my hatred for that person. And you want to know something interesting?
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People can say it's wrong to act out of fury or to hate each other as much as they like... but when I had nothing else, that's what saved me. I've gained other things back since then, but I'll never forget what sustained me through that time in my life.
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I think I'm going to experience something like that soon, if I get sent home. From what I've heard, it's similar, anyway.
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I'm also sorry about everything that's happened to you; it's good to know that it's gotten better.
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