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012. Video/Action for Goldenrod City
[VIDEO]
[Ishimaru is outside again today, seeming to be taking advantage of the nice weather while it holds; at least he's looking at the camera today, and his gaze is shifting...a little less, maybe. He still seems a bit tired but at least he's calm; the view behind him is, once again, that square in Goldenrod near the Center.]
The place I came from put a lot of emphasis on punishment...both for what we did, and what we didn't do. Failure to act in a certain way, to do as we were told, was punished; failure to not act in the way that we were expected to was likewise punished. Rules and laws and "justice" were used to control us, not to guide or help us; instead of keeping us safe, they were used to tear us down.
No matter what we did, we were going to be wrong.
[His voice remains firm but calm through all that; he's not shouting, but he doesn't seem about to cry, either. Just...working through it, really.]
When situations are hard like that, and seem unwinnable, it's easy to forget what justice is intended for. It's meant to protect people, and most importantly, it's meant to give people hope - for themselves, and for the future!
So even if...even if you haven't always done what's right, even if you've made mistakes or taken punishment - if you choose to do right afterwards, the wrong you've done doesn't have to define you!
I think there comes a time when you deserve to be considered good again!
[...yep, there's the shouting.]
It's not going to be easy - it's something I'm still working on, too. But if we're willing to work hard and not lose hope, I think we'll all be all right, in the end! We just have to do our best.
I hope today is both good and productive for you, and if not, I know that tomorrow will be better!
[ACTION]
[Returning to Goldenrod City has been...strange.
It's not strange in the way that coming to a new place tends to be strange, or perhaps returning to an old place that's changed drastically in your absence; there's no lack of familiarity, and if anything the strangeness is caused by just the opposite - there's a weird sense of returning home to it, and Ishimaru isn't entirely sure what to do with that. He hasn't felt that way since before Hope's Peak; it's weird to experience it now, but it's not altogether unwelcome.
...granted, it's not something he has long to dwell on; he finishes the video and takes a while to just...collect himself, but eventually he heads back to the house. And as soon as he manages to get the front door opened there's a sudden sharp skittering of nails against the floor and the vibrations of twenty-odd Eevees hup-hup-hupping their way down the stairs, and he flinches a little and braces for the moment where the swarm hits -
And then there's a thud, and there is quite simply nothing.
...
... ... ...
Huh.
It takes him a moment to open his eyes, given that they'd slid closed while he was in the middle of preparing for impact; apparently the thud was the fuzzball legion all sitting in unison, and now they're just kind of parked on the floor and headtilting like confused pugs because grandpa's home and we sat and why is he just standing there.
He's clearly going to be spending some time playing with the fuzzballs today, because oh my god they did so well. c: ]
[Ishimaru is outside again today, seeming to be taking advantage of the nice weather while it holds; at least he's looking at the camera today, and his gaze is shifting...a little less, maybe. He still seems a bit tired but at least he's calm; the view behind him is, once again, that square in Goldenrod near the Center.]
The place I came from put a lot of emphasis on punishment...both for what we did, and what we didn't do. Failure to act in a certain way, to do as we were told, was punished; failure to not act in the way that we were expected to was likewise punished. Rules and laws and "justice" were used to control us, not to guide or help us; instead of keeping us safe, they were used to tear us down.
No matter what we did, we were going to be wrong.
[His voice remains firm but calm through all that; he's not shouting, but he doesn't seem about to cry, either. Just...working through it, really.]
When situations are hard like that, and seem unwinnable, it's easy to forget what justice is intended for. It's meant to protect people, and most importantly, it's meant to give people hope - for themselves, and for the future!
So even if...even if you haven't always done what's right, even if you've made mistakes or taken punishment - if you choose to do right afterwards, the wrong you've done doesn't have to define you!
I think there comes a time when you deserve to be considered good again!
[...yep, there's the shouting.]
It's not going to be easy - it's something I'm still working on, too. But if we're willing to work hard and not lose hope, I think we'll all be all right, in the end! We just have to do our best.
I hope today is both good and productive for you, and if not, I know that tomorrow will be better!
[ACTION]
[Returning to Goldenrod City has been...strange.
It's not strange in the way that coming to a new place tends to be strange, or perhaps returning to an old place that's changed drastically in your absence; there's no lack of familiarity, and if anything the strangeness is caused by just the opposite - there's a weird sense of returning home to it, and Ishimaru isn't entirely sure what to do with that. He hasn't felt that way since before Hope's Peak; it's weird to experience it now, but it's not altogether unwelcome.
...granted, it's not something he has long to dwell on; he finishes the video and takes a while to just...collect himself, but eventually he heads back to the house. And as soon as he manages to get the front door opened there's a sudden sharp skittering of nails against the floor and the vibrations of twenty-odd Eevees hup-hup-hupping their way down the stairs, and he flinches a little and braces for the moment where the swarm hits -
And then there's a thud, and there is quite simply nothing.
...
... ... ...
Huh.
It takes him a moment to open his eyes, given that they'd slid closed while he was in the middle of preparing for impact; apparently the thud was the fuzzball legion all sitting in unison, and now they're just kind of parked on the floor and headtilting like confused pugs because grandpa's home and we sat and why is he just standing there.
He's clearly going to be spending some time playing with the fuzzballs today, because oh my god they did so well. c: ]
[video]
[...Honestly it's probably a heaping serving of religious anxiety that's sitting behind this kind of attitude but there you have it.]
But that you can say it so firmly must mean it has some power, regardless of what I believe. So don't take it too much to heart.
[video]
I think it's not so much what people think and more just basic human decency. Most people want to believe there's good in others, whether they actually believe it or not - no matter what was done to them in the past, people tend to not want to see others suffer. I'm not saying it never happens, because I know it does - but for the most part sane people who have any sort of decency don't like the idea of letting others suffer, whether it's through guilt or otherwise.
[video]
It's the other way around, you know. Not that decent people act like that, but that that's what you choose to call decent. I don't mean to say I disagree with you, but nobody can truly say with authority who deserves what - you have every man condemning one thing and praising another. So rather than "you deserve to be considered good", I'd say...[He fumbles a little here, thinking.] ..."You're still as human as any other."
[video]
[Well, that's...
...are you stupid or something?]
If you kill someone in front of a group of people, even if none of them know each other, there will generally be horror and outrage among the group - those that aren't shocked by it are seen as abnormal unless they can explain why, and they'll usually still be seen as really messed up. Also, countries who otherwise can't agree on anything generally all have laws against murder, and agree that even in times of war attacking civilians is a war crime. That implies some sort of basic standard - "killing innocent people is bad" - that almost everyone can agree on.
This works for other laws as well - even if they don't get upset until it's happening to them, almost everyone will agree that taking what isn't yours from someone else isn't fair. Whether they think it's right or understandable is another matter, it's almost universally acknowledged that it's not fair.
So no, there are some things that are accepted as human decency and some that aren't, and those things aren't arguable.
[video]
One would hope they're not, but - [He shakes his head again.] That's...not how it is at all. There's nothing holding people to that. What you're talking about is human nature, but that can be twisted by - well, by the kinds who'd tell you what you don't "deserve". I'm not simply playing on conjecture...
[video]
I don't think you're playing on conjecture, I think you're arguing terminology when there's no need.
[video]
...termin-] -what?
[video]
[video]
[Record scratch, etc. He's missing something here.]
[video]
...You're agreeing with me, and then you're saying "but what you're describing is human nature" and getting argumentative about that, which makes no sense.
[video]
[...He is so confused. With his own train of thought, and with Ishimaru suddenly not getting at what he thought he was getting at.
Walter stares for a few seconds more, expression slowly changing gears to something cautious and curious.]
...What...do you believe good is?
[
well that escalated quickly]