Mmmm. You're right! I can do whatever I want to do! I mean - just look at me. I made friends and family. Something I would had always thought - IMPOSSIBLE!

[There's a pause as he sounds sober and doesn't look Ishimaru in the eyes]

I've made mistakes... Some rather big mistakes here...

[Then the man looks up]

But I've learned from them as well and this, this is a place where anything can happen.

What about you? What are you trying to achieve?